I suppose it is a good thing, my sister even told me I was gaining weight today, (she does that all the time to be mean, and I actually lost weight today) even though I skipped meals as much as I could, and puked out my dinner a minute before! Yes, I know puking is freaking bad, but I did not know how much calories were in it, so I had to. Much better than last year when I had the ED, I showed plenty of signs then. It's good that I'm older now, more experienced I suppose. I know how to fool them.
I am never going to eat food again, willingly anyway. Whenever I look at food now, all I see is all the exercise I am going to have to do, how sore I will be, the fat going on my body, and how horrible it is having to puke it out.
I can do it this time. I swear to Ana, I can do it!
Can you be mad they haven't noticed if you don't want them to notice? I basically told my mom straight up that I was severely reducing calories and she didn't care. Parents are weird and blind. I wouldn't stress about it. Also, your sister sounds mildly evil. :(
ReplyDeletecan i just ask... what will u gain from this? apart from being freakishly thin? dont say beauty ok just THINK. what else do u want? will u get it?
ReplyDeleteI wish my family didn't notice. I skip breakfast and lunch. They tell me to put on weight, but i'm fat so
ReplyDeleteI have learned from this blog that being thin is the most important thing to some people and that most of you skinny bitches are just that. A lot of the comments I've read were crude, vile and downright mean. Ana(rexia) is not a god, nor is the toilet a porcelain throne. You people are disgusting and you are the creators of your own suffering. You pathetic bunch of stupid cunts.
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