random tip

banging ur head against a wall burns 105 cals an hour.....

THE SPACE BETWEEN MY LEGS ARE GETTING BIGGER!

this is so awesome. I remember when I first started there wasn't any space at all, I was just so fat! Now its like really big! happiness is coming my way :D

Oh and also today, I burned 350 calories doing exercise.  Oh and guess how many calories so far today? 15! 15 whole calories! so thats like

-335 CALORIES!

so happy!

Most amount of feels ever

So... apparently crying causes you to burn calories. So, I'm gonna post a load of feels now.

the end. i bet they were'nt even sad for most of you...

I am the worst human being on the planet

So today, I ate 500 freaking calories, then puked it all out! Oh god, it was terrible! I though I could do better than that! i can't believe I did that! I am just a fit lazy piece of uselessness. Oh and I got a C for one of my exam, I know what you're thinking , that its no big deal. Well, according to my dad it is! He shouted at me for hours and put me down a lot. I hate myself! I'm just terrible. I have to try to get better next time, even though I did study and try my hardest. He said that he is going to cut down my computer time. I wish I could die.But I can't coz I don't want to die fat..

All these thingsare going through my head and more, how can I keep hiding my anorexia from them, they''re bound to find out sooner or later, how am I supposed to get thin if I binged and purged! The fat probably has already clinged onto my body. What if they find out about my blog, they're going to probably check sooner or later! Will they notice my weight loss?

I just really really hate myself right now. I'm literally crying because of such a failure I've become. 

Random diary entry of today,

I suppose it's not that bad, I mean its only like 1 calorie right? And anyway it makes me feel full so I'm off food.....I still feel kindof guilty though.

Anyways my mom was like telling me to um drink this high calorie orange soft drink, it was like 132 WHOLE CALORIES PER GLASS! Luckily, she had also bought some coke, but the packaging was deceiving so she didn't know it was diet. Thank god. So I drank the glass of coke instead! 1 calorie is much better that 132 ANYDAY

OH and what happened to skinny gossip? No new posts for ages now. Really annoying. I could do with some new tips. I have to admit though, the Christmas thinspo page was the most motivational for me.

In other news, my arms are getting numb now if I hold anything for too long, is the normal?

Oh and I think I should tell you all what I eat daily, so you can take tips from what I eat.

Morning: 1 teaspoon of yoghurt or a tiny crumb of weetabix
Lunch: nothing
Dinner: sometimes I manage a diet coke, otherwise I usually just have soup. And when I have soup I half the packet to make sure I have as little as possible. And I always leave a bit at the end of the bowl.

If you're wondering how many calories it is, it's usually only about 70, but when my parents *groan* make my dinner, its usually around 300-400. Gross right?

Oh and here is an epic thinspo pic, amazing huh?

So, I've been getting really dizzy recently

But that's good isn't it? It just means the diets working doesn't it. Yeah I think so ^w^
Anyways I'll keep trying, one day I will be thin >:u Oh and just to make sure I DON'T FAIL here is my fave thinspo video. Oh and my calorie intake today was 61, can still do better though..

The battle of the diet cokes!

Well, many of you I'm guessing drink lots of diet colas. It's very low in calories, fullness, you look like you're consuming calories to fool other people and it has caffeine which keeps you awake and slimming effects! But..which one of them has the least calories? (all are per 100mls okay?)

 Diet coke, this is .5 calories 

 

 Caffeine free diet coke, the same. 5 calories. but get the caffeine one, because we need caffeine. caffeine is good. it helps with weight loss remember? try to get the caffeinated one. caffeine doesn't have any calories anyway by the looks of it 

 

Citrus zest diet coke, 1 calorie

Cherry diet coke, 1 calorie

Coke zero, .3 calories! 

 

Conclusion! Buy coke zero instead of diet coke! it has slightly LESS CALORIES! even though it's only a few, they all add up. DRINK COKE ZERO!

 translation: BUY COKE ZERO BECAUSE IT IS WAY BETTER THAN DIET COKE AND YOU LOOK LIKE YOU ARE LESS INTO LOSING WEIGHT TOO! AND YOU WILL LOSE MORE WEIGHT! ANA WILL BE HAPPY AT YOU!(okay it probably doesn't say that, but how do you know?, you don't know Japanese do you?)