made it through my school tour without binging on sweets.

So we had this school tour and had some boat ride cruise type thingy over the harbour or whatever its called. My mom packed a truckload of sweets and crisps on my bag, and I was really craving sweets at that time. But then I rememberd I had a 30 calorie candycane in my pocket. I was about to binge, so I had to have it. As soon as I started sucking on it, my craving went away. I know it's a sweet and all bad and that, but it's not that calorie laden at all, and I got some more energy from it to do a little more exercise and burn even more calories. That was all I had all day. That small candycane. My dinner I threw in the bin while my mom was distracted. Feel proud of myself, but really weak too....but I just know that it's working then. Wish me the best on today

I have a nasty habit of purging whenever I eat, which is terrible, so I barely eat at all to avoid it. Whenever I see of food and then think of the horribleness of puking it out, I lose my appetite and decide I don't want to be disgusting and do that, because purging is just horrible, and everyone can smell the sick off you.